A fellow believer, it is nice to see that, and let me tell you something my friend, being a God-Fearing person is hard, and faith is another thing. I too have much trouble with faith, I am a God-Fearing man, and let me tell you, when things are not going right, then whom do you blame; Or find fault?? With God, certainly not, with Satan?? Sure, why not, he is to blame for quite a lot, and he makes the believer certainly blame God. But, let me tell you something, God is NOT to blame, Finding a Job, Moving, and a new Job is always good, and being a Christian IS hard, but we are taught that believing in Christ is the ONLY way to go, and why not?? God IS GOOD, I too am having much trouble, A couple of days ago, and last night, I wanted nothing more to do with God, I wanted to end my life, I have had a very troubled life, with much violence, hurt, and pain, but, it was my faith that kept me going, and never giving up, and fighting to the utmost, and being a Christ-believing man, or woman, faith is the very best thing going for Christians, and always having that will always make you much stronger!!!
Oh my gosh, I know it’s not just me when I say the following, faith is freaking HARD!
So, there are several changes I want to make in my life which include finding a new job and moving. However, I am procrastinating in the worst possible way when it comes to actually looking for a job. Why? Because I am scared.
No seriously, as in shitting bricks scared. — I am terrified. Terrified that I won’t have enough money, or won’t be able to find a place to live, or that the job will suck, or that the place that I think I’ll like will actually suck nuts and I will just want to go home.
You see, I want to move far, far away from where I currently live. I’m kind of in a rut, I’ve lived in the same county for 90% of my life, only taking short…
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